Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Still Hanging in there

25 days ago my life changed forever. How can it be real? No matter how busy I stay, I must still face the reality that my Wife and Son are away.

I started to write on this then later decided It was getting too personal and needed to copy it in my journal instead. So you know I wrote a conversation with Misty and thanked her for somethings that she had me do with the baby. like kiss her belly and hold her until I would feel him. But I noticed I was typing to Misty and not to the blog.

I want everyone to know that I thank each and everyone of you that has helped me through this time in our lives. I could not do it with out the prayers and the love that has been shown to me and my family. Words can not tell the great loss we all feel right now. I love you all thank you again.

I really do mean the things I say on here. I hope you all know that. I do feel it a priviledge to share our life with you. but you all must know I need to hold things sacred to me and my wife and disclose them when the spirit prompts me to do so.

I do love to read the responses that are on this, Facebook, and the obiturary thanks to everyone who contributed and will in the future.
I will post again soon.


Taylor's said...

Jake I am so glad you did not share - somethings are just to sacred to share with the www.

We are so looking forward to August 1st and the movie!

Amanda said...

Jake, I really enjoy reading your blog. I can't begin to imagine how difficult this must be for you. I do know that as it says in Corinthians God will not give us more than we can handle. We have and will continue to pray for your comfort and healing during this difficult time.

Tony and Amanda

Allison said...

Jake, Keith and I think of you often and pray for you constantly. Your stregnth and testimony are such an example to us.
Allison and Keith

Jen Allyson said...

Thank you Jake for sharing yourself with all of us. Everyday I think about Misty, You and the baby. Everyday I pray for you guys too. Its nice to know that you are hanging in there and I love the pictures and memories that you have been sharing.

Tali said...

thank you for following the promptings of the spirit. And for the comment on my blog. I pray the Lord will continuw to hold you up and encircle you in the arms of His love. I think you have found the the key to always having those blessings, witch is service. Father in Heaven loves you Jake. the words to "Each life that touches ours for good" Hymn # 293 come to my mind. "each life that touches ours for good, reflects thine own great mercy lord. Thou sendest belssings from above thru words and deeds of those who Love." Thank you Jake for loving.

Marie Starr said...

Jake, I sincerely count it a privelege to carry you in prayer, so you are welcome.

Remember,in our weakness, God is made strong! He loves those Glass Half Full Days, so He can fill your blessing cup all the way to the top and running over! So give him your pain and your 'half-full days.

Marie (Mom2Pea-er on 2Peas)